Star Family has recently shared that a new age has come in with the silence of a lamb. Oh, how I find that to be true. Overall my experience of 12-21-12 has been beneficial. I’ve had moments of extreme bliss, electrifying tingling and lightbody activations, and feeling as if I was indeed about to lift off and float off to the higher dimensions. In between that there were also moments of doubt, questioning and, yes, a little frustration, tried as I did to keep these feelings at bay.
At times I felt as if I was walking through water, and was a little dizzy or disoriented. I enjoyed it. I noticed these blissful, uplifting feelings often came on all of sudden, when I least expected it, out of the blue. I noticed that when I tried hard to “feel the ascension energies” – nothing. When I relaxed and just concentrated and feeling joyful within – then bammo, there they were overtaking me in a flash. I remembered a great deal this weekend about the importance of my Heartspace .
At one point on 12-23-12, I also realized my Heartspace was feeling a bit constricted and cluttered. I realized I was holding onto my hopes and dreams of ascension and our new world so hard and so tightly in the midst of the 12-21-12 energies that I was in effect stifling myself and my own energies. I realized I was trying too hard. For me, it was as if there was a fear there that if I relaxed and opened my heart… trusted in myself and the process, that I would somehow be disappointed yet again. This feeling of constriction ebbed and flowed until I placed my awareness on it and asked for guidance.
My paternal grandmother and grandfather, who transitioned in the 1980s and 1970s, respectively, both showed up to assist. My grandmother held out her hand to me and invited that I take her hand and follow her. Although my grandmother has served as a guide for me (both while she was living on planet earth and afterwards), her appearance today just after I had journaled my request for assistance and guidance on working with the ascension energies, was deeply touching and I found myself experiencing a well needed few moments of release as I allowed the tears to flow.
In that moment, I also realized I was holding onto the energies of worry or concern regarding my family. Allowing myself to cry allowed me to realize I was doing this and somehow allowed me to release myself from the unneeded pressure of feeling there was more I needed to do, had to do, to assist my family members in opening their conscious awareness to these times of ascension. This unneeded pressure was clogging my Heartspace. I realized I needed to focus on me. Each of my family members are divine beings who are loved, guided and protected at all times themselves. There are each in the exact right and perfect space for them and their path at this time.
The more we open our Heart, the more our awareness and perception expands and the more New Energy we can incorporate and shine out for the benefit of all. I realized the only thing I needed to do was Open my Heart. To be the Love that I Am. To share the Love that I AM. We are our hearts. We are love incarnate. The more we open our Heart, the more our awareness and perception expands and the more New Energy we can incorporate and shine out for the benefit of all.
Our hearts and minds must be free of clutter before we step into the freedom ascension brings. Ascension is not happening to us. It’s something we’re bringing to ourselves, because we’re ready and prepared for it.
So as we flow forward after the 12-21-12 energies, let’s remember:
Open your Heart.
You will not be denied. You cannot be denied.
For Ascension is a gift we are gifting ourselves.
Your own I AM Presence loves you. All of Spirit loves you. Creator loves you.
Everything will unfold for each and every one of us in perfect time and in the perfect way.
Trust in this. Trust in the Process.
Have unwavering Faith and Trust in You.
You will not let You down.
Thank you for being a part of New Earth, for holding steady in faith, in trust and in Love.
We’ve come a long way, baby, and Love, Peace, Prosperity and Joy are now ours for the claiming!
Love, peace and blessings,
 By “Heartspace”, I refer to the Sacred Heart Solar Power Center being composed of our willpower chakra, the lower, middle and upper heart chakras, and the throat chakra.